And a lot of others things too.
I guess as life goes on things change and you tend to spend your time doing different things. For me it seems to be almost obsessive, I get totally absorbed by things and can’t stop it until I’ve gone to the highest level I can take it…which is usually pretty high.
It’s been a while since I’ve eaten crab over at that place we always used to go, it used to be a regular occasion.
So did dinner together.
So did Asia Cafe before that.
So did Horus before that.
So did Diving before that.
Times do change, so do people – if it’s good or bad I’m not really sure.
I think I’ve changed too, I’m pretty sure I’m not as much of an asshole as I used to be…well at least I think so π
Perhaps I’m getting old.
It’s odd how the dynamics of friendships change too when people get into relationships, especially serious ones. Or even when they move to a different area, groups of friends change, the way things are change.
Sometimes I do miss things, but then again I appreciate how things are now – I’ve found something I really love in Photography, a way to express myself again seen as though I’ve gotten bored of Hacking.
Career wise things have changed a lot too, definitely for the better.
The last company was eating me up, making me angry, burning my time, rotting my motivation – until I took back control.
I heard recently they haven’t paid the staff for the last 2 months, so it looks like I made the right decision.
Anyway my motivation is coming back and I’m starting to get things done, next thing on the list is to revamp this site…it’s underway already.
After that get my photography portfolio online, domain is already registered and the site is 50% developed, it should be coming soon..business cards are being printed for that too.
Perhaps this photography thing might lend a nice little side income.
emo tiger.
i think of the time in horus with utmost fondness. lack of sleep but so happy.
if you’re into the stock photo business then read this: https://www.presentationzen.com/presentationzen/
So not all change is bad, eh? Great to see you forging ahead with energy and conviction.
Lets go eat some crabs then. noob!
Loving the site’s new clean, simple and minimalistic look – looks like it’s bigger and better things ahead for you, ST!
hehe, i will be available to be your makan buddy. π
Yup.. it does seems like you’ve mellowed.. π it’s good though.. π having said that.. π i also like the “other” you .. π the earlier “you” .. π
suanie: Horus time was the pwn, superrings, burgers, coke, indomee and endless dota!
jaz: Thanks for that, some useful info there. Stock photography is something I’ll explore when I have time and am good enough.
Kurt: Thanks, appreciate the sentiment.
KY: Yah let’s do it soon.
vicky: Time is the issue not buddies loh π
Michelle: Thanks, glad you like the site!
Mama BoK: Well the earlier me is still definitely around, and does surface sometimes.
Hi, just stumbled onto your blog (a link from suanie)
I just gotta say. I’m feeling the same way as stated in your entry. My current company is fucking draining me, my inspiration, my emotions, my strength and my friends.
gah, good blog though. keep it up!